It always needs time to pay for it. Even though you know how to avoid it.
You have saved many times to listen to it. So don't find any excuse to play rather than to focus on the courses.
Please persist it as long as you are willing to pursue it just follow your heart to strive it.
Sometimes learning to focus on the important part which can decrease the times waste. Meanwhile it can increase the time to deal with the truly important part.
Please be honest to face the fact. Don't waste time to do some superficial matters.
once you know how to face it and change your attitude. You will pay more attention to focus on the goal.